My heart says, "I don't like her anymore." But in my mind, "I love her, I miss her." Does this mean I have 2 sides of my life? Like it feels like that one side is emotionless, And the other side feels like it has all the emotions that I show. 'Cause, right now this is what my heart is thinking about you.
Your just a friend to me.
You mean nothing in my life.
But my mind is saying this,
Your more than a friend to me.
Your are like half of my life.
See what I mean? In my head, it's wondering, "We we're meant to be together." And my heart is telling me that, "We we're only meant to be friends." I don't know, what my so called love life is, It's just messed up.
Peace 9:42 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
People Are Asses
Ok, I'm new to this and don't make fun of my page, it will get better and better. So, my first blog/post will be directly to people who are asses to me, and yes you guys know who you are.
First of all, people that are asses to me ASSUMES that they know everything. This person should know what I'm talking about. I was at a friends house, and I put "MELDRICK WAS HERE! FRUITS!" then this 'person' comes out of no where are says, "Meldrick, get a damn life." I was like, "WTF!?" This 'person' thinks I hacked my friends account just to put that, well, for your information, I didn't. I was AT their damn house ok? So shut up about it.
Second, this ass thinks he has the rights to make fun of me. Yes, you should know who you are. Going around, each time you see me you say, "Look it's Meldick." or you avoid me thinking that I'm a different person.
Lastly, EVERYONE should know who this last ass is. This 'person' has ruined my love life. If the 'person' wasn't in the picture I would still be with her... But NO. The 'person' had to ruin it by making us break up with each other..
You 'asses' should know what I mean..
Peace 9:22 AM
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